I think I can fix anything

I think I can keep myself on the right track

I think I will not break anything

But all I do
Only make it worse
Make others heart feel more pain

Break trust.
Disappointed.

Honesty hurt me
Hurt you
Hurt us
Torture all good things
Between us

Why my ego play dumb towards me?
Why my logic don’t stop me to torture person
that I promise that I will never hurt

Why?
Why everything so messed up
No.
I think myself more messed up
And it ends me to hurt people that really close to me

All the regret
All the good words
All of apology
Could it make it right?
.
.
.
All the things that I’ve broken?
I just wonder